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Charlilman
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[1]ItisveryseldomthatmereordinarypeoplelikeJohnandmyselfsecestralhallsforthesummer。
[2]Aansioaryestate,Iwouldsayahauntedhouse,aheheightofromay—butthatwouldbeaskingtoomuchoffate!
[3]StillIwillproudlydeclarethatthereissomethiit。
[4]Else,whyshoulditbeletsocheaply?Andwhyhavestoodsoloed?
[5]Johnlaughsatme,ofcourse,butoinmarriage。
[6]Johnispratheextreme。Hehashfaith,anintensehorrorofsuperstition,andheslyatanytalkofthingsadowninfigures。
[7]Johnisaphysidperhaps—(Iwouldnotsayittoalivingsoul,ofcourse,butthisisdeadpaperarelieftomymihatisonereasonIdoer。
[8]YouseehedoesnotbelieveIamsick!
[9]Andwhatedo?
[10]Ifaphysiofhighstanding,andone’sownhusband,assuresfriehatthereisreallynothierwithoemporarynervousdepression—aslighthystericy—whatisoodo?
[11]Mybrotherisalsoaphysidalsoofhighstandihesamething。
[12]SoItakephosphatesorphosphites—whicheveritis,andtonidjourneys,andair,andexerdamabsolutelyforbiddento“work”untilIam>
[13]Personally,Idisagreewiththeirideas。
[14]Personally,Ibelievethatialwork,withextandegood。
[15]Butwhatisoodo?
[16]Ididwriteforawhileihem;butitdoesexhaustmeagooddeal—havingtobesoslyaboutit,orelsemeetosition。
[17]IsometimesfancythatmyifIhadlessoppositioyandstimulus—butJohnsaystheverywIdoistothinkaboutmy,aalwaysmakesmefeelbad。
[18]SoIwillletitaloalkaboutthehouse。
[19]Themostbeautifulplace!Itisquitealoandingwellbatheroad,quitethreemilesfromthevillage。ItmakesmethinkofEnglishplacesthatyoureadabout,fortherearehedgesandwallsalodlotsofseparatelittlehardenersandpeople。
[20]Thereisadeliciousgarden!Ineversawsuchagarden—largeandshady,fullofbox-borderedpaths,ahlonggrape-coveredarborswithseatsuhem。
[21]Thereweregreeoo,buttheyareallbrokennow。
[22]Therewassomelegaltrouble,Ibelieve,somethingabouttheheirsandcoheirs;anyhow,theplacehasbeeyforyears。
[23]Thatspoilsmyghostliness,Iamafraid,butIdohereissomethihehouse—Ifeelit。
[24]IevensaidsotoJohnonemoohesaidwhatIfeltwasadraught,andshutthewindow。
[25]IgetunreasonablyangrywithJohimes。I’msureIobesosehinkitisduetothisnervous。