第32章招待你的灵魂(6)
AgainsttheprofessionalplayerIsaynothing;heisapublitertaiher,andbyhisskillinhisparticularsportheatleastfulfillsthefirstsocialdutyofman—thathimselfandhisfamilybyhisoweexertions。Butwhatistobesaidofthecrackamateur?Tomeheseemsoptibleofmankind。Heeardevoteshimselfforthemereselfishpleasureofthething,tosomegame,whichheplaysdayindayout;hebreaksdowarydistiheamateurandtheprofessiouallyhisskilldesertshim,andheleavesbehindhimnothingthatisofservicetohisfellowmen—notabrihed,en,notevenafamilysupportedaedbyhislabor。
Itistruethathehasprovidedeforaumberofpersons,buthehashepluithimselftothetestbywhichwedemaertainershouldjustifyhischoiceofag—thedemonstratiohatthepubliciswillingtopayhimforhise。And,whenhisdayisover,whatisleft,heworld,buttohimself?Nothingbutaisatotten,orisrememberedbystoutgentlemeninclubs。
Theplayiainly,isathingwhiwell。Butthatdoesisnatall,astheproverbwould,byimpli,persuadeus。Thereisnreeableandsalutarythanplayingagamewhielikes,aangitbadlyihepleasureofeeofahemanwhomihewinsissman—whichobservatioheruleitimpliesisseldomobserved,andparativelyfewpeoplereallyplaygamesforthesheereheplaying。Isthisheprevalendpopularityofhandicaps?Whyshouldweexpecttobegivenpoibethatiherthanourownskill?
“Ah!but,”myreadermaysay,“thelayerwantstoretsihemaygivethestroergame。”Really,Idohatisso。Possible,sometimes,astrongandvaingloriousplayermaywishtogivepoints,ihisviaybethemoreIdonotthihisisthetrueexplanation。That,Isuspect,wasgiveherdaybythesecretaryofalawour,inwhichIplayed。“Whyallthisnonsenseofhandicaps?Whyusbesquarelybeaten,a?”Iaskedhim。“Because,”hereplied,“ifwedidnotgivehandieofthelessgoodplayerswouldehatnotathatthemajorityofushavebothrealizedthetruevaluedoingatrivialthingbadly,foritsownsake,andmustneedshaveourmindsbuoyedaoafalsesenseofexce?
&isnotonlysusicallytrivialthingsasgamesthatarewbadly。Thisisatruthwhich,oddlyefreelyofsomethings—butnotofothers—andasathingwhichwearequitettodowillletmeiing。Ag,atitsbest,beagreatart,athingwsupremelywell,thoughitsworth,likethatofalliivearts,islessesevaworksimediumofhumanfleshandblood,ahattheactorcreate—forwhatretativeartistisreallyacreativeartistwinaperishablemedium—isanimpressionupoihtarousedin,themindsofanaudiendisincapableofrecord。
Ag,thee—thoughIhaveochedeversobrieflytheproofofmybelief—beagreatart。Butisaerredfromtakingpartiricalsbythesideratioaotabitofit!AlynisohingsaboutwhichIamwritihethingsthatarewbadly。
Ahingismusic;butheretheproverbialfallaexertsitspower,asitdoesnot,forsomeobsdunreasoningdisation,inag。Mostpeopleseemtothinkthatiftheyg,orplaythepiano,fiddle,orsackbut,admirablywell,theymustnotdoahingsatall。Thattheyshouldnotindisatelyforcetheirinferiorperformahepubliupontheiraces,Iadmit。Butthatthereishehome”forinferiormusianuntruththatIflatlydeny。
Howmanysonsanddaughtershavenot,withaverysmalltaleheirparehelessfondlyprejudicedearsoftheirfriepleasurewiththesingingofsimplesongs?Thehereestothesiofdissatisfaginglessoaken,and—ifthepupilisofmoderatetalentadisposition—limitationsarediscovered。Andthen,inoften,thesingingisdropped,likeahotpenny。Howmanyfathershavenotbanishedmusitheirhomesbyengtheirdaughterstotakesinginglessoahomemaybethefresherfthatwoulddeservebrickbatsataparishcert。
Imaypauseheretohecuriousexthatpeoplewhoanyatbepersuadedtosinginthedrawing-room,oreveh,willwithouthesitationuplifttheirtunelessviousmeetingsorinchurch。Thereisaperfectlygoodandhoionofthis,Ibelieve,butitbelongstotherealmofmetaphysidisbeyoscope。