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Text A Everything Will Change for the Better(第1页)

TextAEverythingWillgefortheBetter

AnneFrank

TranslatedbySusanMassotty

SATURDAY,JULY15,1944

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[1]We’vereceivedabookfromthelibrarywiththegtitleWhatDoYouThinkoftheMirl?I’dliketodiscussthissubjecttoday。

[2]Thewritercriticizes“today’syouth”fromheadtotoe,thoughwithoutdismissingthemallas“hopelessthetrary,shebelievestheyhaveitwithintheirpowertobuildabigger,betteraifulworld,butthattheyoccupythemselveswithsuperfigs,withoutgivingathoughttotruebeauty。InsomepassagesIhadthestrothewriterwasdiregherdisapprovalatme,whichiswhyIfinallywanttobaremysoultoyouanddefendmyselfagainstthisattack。

[3]Ihaveoandingcharactertraitthatmustbeobvioustoanyonewho’sknthoftime:Ihaveagreatdealofself-knowledge。IhingIdo,IwatchmyselfasifIwereastranger。IdatheeverydayAhoutbeingbiasedexcuses,watchwhatshe’sdoing,boththegoodahisself-awarenessneverleavesme,aimeIopenmymouth,Ithink,“Youshouldhavesaidthatdifferently”or“That’sfiis”。IyselfinsomanywaysthatI’mbeginhetruthe:“Everychildhastoraiseitself。”Parentslyadvisetheirorpoiherightdireately,peopleshapetheirowncharaadditioharaordinaryamounte。Ifeelsandcapableburdens,soyoungandfree!WhenIfirstrealizedthis,Iwasglad,becauseitmeansImoreeasilywithstandtheblowslifehasinstore。

[4]ButI’vetalkedaboutthesethingssooften。NowI’dliketoturer“FatheraUandMe”。Myparentshavealoiledmerotteedmekindly,defethevanDaansaparentsdyetfesttimeI’vefeltextremelylo,edaood。Fatherdideverythiocurbmyrebelliousspirit,butitwasnouse。I’vecuredmyselfbyholdingmybehavioruptothelightandlookingatwhatIwasd。

[5]Whydidmeinmystruggle?Whydidhefallshortwheooffermeahelpinghand?Theansweris:heusedthewrohods。HealwaystalkedtomeasifIwereagthroughadifficultphase。ItsoundsceFather’stheonlyonewho’sgivenmeasenseofdmademefeelasifI’maseheoverlookedohioseethatthisstruggletotriumphovermydifficultieswasmoreimportahananythiwa“typicaladoless”irls”or“you’llgrowoutofit”。Ididn’twaedthesameasall-the-irls,butasAnne-in-her-ht,andRimdidhat。Besides,Ifideiheytellmealotaboutthemselves,andbeowverylittleabouthim,I’tgetoefooting。Rimalwaysactsliketheelderlyfatherwhoohesamefleetiwhogerrelatetomeasafriend,nomatterhowhardhetries。Asaresult,I’veneversharedmyoutlook-pohamydiaryand,onawhile,Margot。I’vehidanythinghavingtodowithmefromFather,neversharedmyidealswithhim,deliberatelyalienatedmyselffromhim。

[6]I’thavedoanyotherway。I’veletmyselfbeguidedentirelybymyfeelings。Itwasegotistical,butI’vedowasbestformyownpeaind。Iwouldlosethat,plustheself-ceI’veworkedsohardtoachieve,ifIweretobesubjectedtocriticismhalfwaythroughthejob。Itmaysoued,butI’ttakecritieither,beotonlydoIneversharemyihoughtswithhim,butI’vepushedhimevenfurtherawaybybeingirritable。

[7]ThisisapointIthinkaboutquiteoften:whyisitthatRimannoysmesomues?Ihardlybeartohavehimtutorme,andhisaffesforttobeleftalone,andI’dratherheignoredforawhileuntilI’mmoresureofmyselfwhenI’mtalkingtohim!I’mstilltuiltyaboutthemeaetohimset。Oh,it’shardtandbraveinevery>

[8]Still,thishasn’tbeedisappoi。No,IthinkaboutPetermuchmorethanIthinkaboutFather。Ikhathewasmyquest,aherwayarouedanimageofhiminmymind,picturedhimasaquiet,sweet,sensitiveboybadlyinneedoffriendshipandlove!Iopouroutmyhearttoalivingperson。Iwantedafriendwhowouldhelpmefindmywayagain。IaplishedwhatIsetouttodoanddrewhim,slowlybutsurely,towardme。WhenIfinallygothimtobemyfriend,itautomaticallydevelopedintoanintimacythat,whenIthinkaboutitrageous。Wetalkedaboutthemostprivatethings,butwehaveouthethiomyheart。Istill’tmakeheadortailofPeter。Ishesuperficial,orisitshyholdshimbawithme?Butputtingallthataside,Imadeoake:Iusedintimacytoget,andindoingso,Iruledoutotherformsoffrieobeloved,andIseehe’sbeginningtolikememoreassingday。etherleaveshimfeelingsatisfied,butjustmakesmewanttostartallain。Ineverbroachthesubjegtoutintotheopeer,morethaogete,andnowhe’sholdingonfordearlife。Iholydon’tseeaivewayofshakinghimoffainghimbahisow。Isoonrealizedheeverbeaki,butstilltriedtohelphimbreakoutofhisnarroandhisyouthfulhorizons。

[9]“Deepdown,theyoungareloheold。”Ireadthisinabooksomewhereandit’sstumymind。AsfarasItell,it’strue。

[10]Soifyou’rewwhetherit’sharderfortheadultsherethanforthe,theanswerisno,it’slynot。Olderpeoplehaveanopiniohingandaresureofthemselvesaions。It’stwiceashardfpeopletoholdontoouropinionsatatimewhenidealsarebeingshatteredaroyed,whesideofhumanes,wheneveryonehasetodoubttruth,justidGod。

[11]Anyonewhoclaimsthattheolderfolkshaveamoredifficulttimeirealizethattheproblemshaveafargreaterimpaus。We’remuchtooyouheseproblems,buttheykeepthrustingthemselvesonusuntil,finally,we’reforcedtothinkupasolution,thoughmostofthetimeoursolutionscrumblewhehefacts。It’sdiffitimeslikethese:ideals,dreamsandcherishedhopesrisewithinus,onlytobecrushedbygrimreality。It’sawonderIhaven’tabandonedallmyideals,theyseemsoabsurdandimpractical。YetIbecauseIstillbelieve,inspite,thatpeoodatheart。

[12]It’sutterlyimpossibleformetobuildmylifeonafoundationofchaah。Iseethewslowlytraoawilderheapproaderthat,oneday,willdestroyustoo,Ifeelthesufferingofmillio,whenIlookupatthesky,Isomehowfeelthateverythingwillgeforthebetter,thatthiscrueltytooshallend,thatpeadtranquilitywillreturnohemeaholdontomyideals。Perhapsthedaywillewheorealizethem!

Yours,AnneM。Frank

[1993]

Notes

&AisoingfromAheDiaryofaYoungGirl。

2。AnneFrank(1929-1944):ShewasayoungJewishGermangirlwhogaiioerherdeathfollowiionofherdiary。Shewroteaboutherlife,thoughtsandexperiencesofhidingfromtheNazisinWorldWarII。Shediedaged15inaGermaioncamp。

3。Kitty:AnneFrank’sDiaryusedtheepistolaryform,aerswereaddressedtotheimaginary“Kitty”。

4。Margot:Aer。

5。TheAwasthehidingplaeFrank’sfamilyandtheirfriendswhilefleeingthehorrorsofNazio,whithebasterdamwarehouse。

AfterYouRead

KnowledgeFocus

1。WriteTifthestatementistrueandFifitisfalseagtotheinformatioA。

1)AlthougheheAillgotacthelibrary。________

2)Aicized,forsheoccupiedherselfwithsuperfigs。________

3)Annewasagirlwithagreatdealofself-knowledge。________

4)Abelieveherparentstrulyuandher。________

5)AherdidAherout。________

6)Aheolderfolkshadamoredifficulttimeihe。________

7)Aerasherki。________

8)Aillquiteoptimisticaboutthefuture。________

2。DiscusswithyourpartheryouagreewithA。

1)I(agreedisagree)withAoneshouldhaveagreatdealofself-knowledge。Because。。。

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