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IsabelAllende
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[1]OnthatgloriousnoondaywhenDulceRosaOrellanoiththejasminesofivalQueehersoftheotherdidatesmurmuredthatitwasunfairforhertowinjustbecauseshewastheonlydaughterofthemostpowerfulmaireproviorAheyadmittedthatthegirlwasgandthatsheplayedthepianoanddaher,buttherewereotherpetitorsfortheprizewhowerefarmorebeautiful。Theysawherstandifandydressandwithherofflowers,athecrowdtheycursedherthroughtheirchedteeth。ForthatreasohemwereoverjoyedsomemonthslaterwhenmisfortuheOrellano’shousesowingsuchacropofdeaththatthirtyyearswererequiredtoreapit。
[2]Oofthequeeion,adaheSaownHall,andyouheremotestvillageseetDulceRosa。Sheyahsuchgracethatmaoperceivethatshewasbeautiful,aheyreturheyhadtheyalldeclaredthattheyhadneverbeforeseenafacelikehers。Thussheauioyaimonywasoprovetothetrary。Theexaggerateddessofhertraskinandherdiaphanouseyeswerepassedfrommouthtomouth,andeadividualaddedsomethingtothemfromhisooetsfromdistantposedsooahypothetiwhosenamewasDulceRosa。
[3]RumorsofthebeautywhowasfliorOrellano’shousealsoreachedtheearsofTadeoCespedes,whoneverdreamedhewouldbeabletomeether,singallhistwenty-fiveyearshehadimetolearolookatwomen。HewasedonlywiththeCivilWar。Eversincehehadbeguntoshavehehadhadaoninhishands,andhehadlivedftimeamidstthesoundofexplodinggunpowder。Hehadfottenhismother’skissesahesongsofmass。Hedidnotalwayshavereasontogointobattle,becauseduringseveralperiodsoftrucetherewerenoadversarieswithinreachofhisguerrillabaimesofforcedpeacehelivedlikeacorsair。Hewasamanhabituatedtoviolence。Hecrossedtheeverydire,fightingvisibleenemieswhehem,andbattlingshadoasforventthem。Hewouldhaveuedinthesamewayifhispartyhadnotwoialele。hthewentfromaeexisteowieldingporetextforgtherebellionhadendedforhim。
[4]TadeoCespedes’sfinalmissioiveexpeditionagainstSahahuweeredthetownundercoverofdarkeaealessoetheleadersoftheoppositiooutthewindowsinthepubligs,destroyedthechurchdoor,aheirhhtuptothemainaltar,gFathertewheoblocktheirway。TheyburhattheLadies’Clubhadplahesquare;amidstalltheclamorofbattle,theyuedatagalloptowardSenatorOrellano’shousewhichroseupproudlyontopofthehill。
[5]Afterhavinglockedhisdaughterithefarthesterofthepatioahedogsloose,theSenatorwaitedforTadeoCespedesattheheadofadozethatmretted,ashehadsomaimesihavinghadmaledestswhocouldhelphimtotakeuparmsahehonorofhishouse。Hefeltveryold,buthedidothinkaboutit,becausehehadspiedonthehillsidetheterribleflashofahuweerrorizedthenightastheyadvaributedthelastoftheammunitionihinghadbeensaid,ahemkbefhewouldberequiredtodielikeamanathisbattlestation。
[6]“Thelastmaakethekeytotherhterishiddenandcarryouthisduty,”saidtheSenatorasheheardthefirstshots。
[7]AllthemewhenDulceRosawasbornandhadheldherontheirkneeswhenshewasbarelyabletowalk;theyhadthoststoriesoernoons;theyhadlistehepianoandtheyhadapplaudedihedayofherasivalQueehercoulddieinpeace,becausethegirlwouldneverfallaliveintothehandsofTadeoCespedes。TheohatnevercrossedSeorOrellano’sminditeofhisreessinbattle,hewouldbethelasttodie。Hesawhisfriendsfallonebyoneandfihatitwasuselesstoueresisting。Hehadabulletinhisstomadhisvisionwasblurred。Hewasbarelyabletodistinguishtheshadowsthatweregthehighwallssurroundinghisproperty,buthestillhadthepresenindthimselftothethirdpatio。Thednizedhisstdespitethesweat,blood,aaolethimpass。HeihekeyinthelodthroughthemistthatcoveredhiseyessawDulceRosawaitingforhim。Thegirlwaswearingthesameashehadwornfortheivalandhadadornedherhairwiththeflowersfromthe。
[8]“It’stime,mychild,”hesaid,ghisrevolverasapuddleofbloodspreadabouthisfeet。
[9]“Don’t’killme,father,”sherepliedinafirmvoice。“LetmelivesothatIgeusboth。”
[10]SenatorAnselmoOrellaohisdaughter’sfifteen-year-oldfadimagiadeoCespedeswoulddotoher,butsawgreatstrengthiraeyes,ashewouldsurvivetopuiirlsatdownonthebedaookhisplaceatherside,pointithedoor。
[11]Whentheuproarfromthedyingdogshadfaded,thebaracrossthedoorwasshattered,theboltflewoff,agroupofmenburstiheSenatedtofiresixshess。TadeoCespedesthoughthewasdreamingwhenhesawanangeljasminesholdingadyingoldmaninherarms。Buthedidnotpossesssuffitpitytolookforasee,sincehewasdrunkwithvioleedbyhoursofbat。
[12]“Thewomanismine,”hesaid,beforeanyofhismencouldputhishandonher。
[13]AleadenFridaydawheglarefromthefire。Thesilehithehill。ThefinalmoanshadfadedwhenDulceRosawasabletostandandwalktothefountaihepreviousdayithadbeensurroundedbymagnolias,andnowitwasnothingbutatumultuouspoolamidstthedebris。Afterhavihefewstripsandythatwereallthatremainedofherdress,shestoodhadbeeain。Shesubmergedherselfier。Thesuhebirdthegirlwatchedthewaterturnredasshewashedawaythebloodthatflowedfrombetweenherlegsalongwiththatofherfatherwhichhaddriedinherhair。Onceshewas,dwithouttears,shereturheruiolookforsomethingtocoverherself。Pigupali,shewebaator’sremaiiedhimbehindahorseanddraggedhimupanddownthehillsideuntillittleremaiapitiablemuidedbylove,thedaughterwasablethouthesitation。Sheedhimidownbyhissidetowatchthedawngrowintoday。ThatishhborsfromSantaTeresafouheyfioclimbuptotheOrellanovilla。TheyhelpedDulceRosatoburyherdeadaiigesofthefire。Theybeggedhertogoahhergodmotheriownwhereory,butsherefused。Thentheyformedcrewstorebuildthehouseandgavehersixferociousdogstoprotecther。
[14]Fromthemomenttheyhadcarriedherfatheraway,stillalive,andTadeoCespedeshadclosedthedoorbehindthemandunbuckledhisleatherbelt,DulceRosalivedfe。Iyyearsthatfollowed,thatthoughtkeptherawakeatnightandfilledherdays,butitdidelyobliterateherlaughternordryuphergooddispositioioyiroubadourswenteverywhereprogherimagimentsuntilshebecamealivinglegend。Shearatfouro’clocktooverseethefarmandhouseholdherpropertyonhorsebadsell,hagglinglikeaSyriaodcultivatethemagnoliasandjasminesinhergardeernoonshewouldremovehertrousers,herboots,andherutonthelovelydresseswhithearomatiks。Atnightfallvisitorswouldbegintoarriveandwouldfindherplayingthepiaheservaraysofsweetsandglasseseat。MahemselveshoossiblethatthegirlhadnotendedupinastraitjaasanitariumorasaheCarmeliteheless,siherewerefrequeheOrellanovilla,withthepassageoftimepeoplestoppedtalkingabedyahemurderedSenatorfromtheirmemories。Somegentlemenwhopossessedbothfameandfortuooveretherepugbecauseoftherapeand,attractedbyDulceRosa’sbeautyay,pre。Sherejectedthemall,forheronlymissioh
[15]TadeoCespedeswasalsouhatnightoutofhismind。Thehangoverfromallthekillingandtheeuphoriafromtherapelefthimashewasonhiswaytothecapitalafewhourslatertoreporttheresultsofhispuion。Itwasthenthatherememberedtheapartydressahjasmines,whoenduredhimidarkroomwheretheairregheunpowder。Hesawheragaininthefinalsgonthefloor,barelycoveredbyherreddenedrags,sunkinthebraess,aihatwayeverynightofhislifejustashefellasleep。Peace,theexerent,andtheuseofpowerturoasettled,hard-wman。Withthepassageoftime,memoriesoftheCivilWarfadedaeoplebegantocallhimDoarahersideofthemouedhimselftoadmiidedupasmayor。IfithadnotbeenforDulceRosaOrellano’stirelessphantom,perhapshemighthaveattaiaindegreeofhappiinallthewomenwhocrossedhispath,hesawthefaceoftheivalQueen。Andevehesongsbypopularpoets,oftengversesthatmentionedhername,wouldhimtoexpelherfromhisheart。Theyoungwomahinhim,oghimpletely,untiloanditnoloheheadofaloableghisfifty-fifthbirthday,surroundedbyfriendsandcolleagues,whehesawiableclothagnakedamongjasmineblossoms,ahatthenightmarewouldnotleavehimierhisdeath。Hestruckthetablewithhisfist,gthedishestoshake,andaskedforhishatande。
[16]“Whereareyougoing,DonTadeo?”askedthePrefect。
[17]“Torepairsomeadamage,”hesaidasheleftwithouttakingleaveofanyone。
[18]Itwasnotnetosearchforher,becausehealwayskshewouldbefoundinthesamehousewherehermisfortunehadocditwasinthatdirethathepointedhiscar。Bythengoodhighwayshadbeenbuiltanddistaer。Theseryhadgeddurihathadpassed,butasheroucurvebythehill,thevillaappearedjustasheremembereditbeforehistroopshadtakenitiherewerethesolidwallsmadeofriverrockthathehaddestroyedwithdynamitecharges,theretheawoodencoffershehadsetafire,therethetreeswherehehadhungthebodiesoftheSeherethepatiowherehehadslaughteredthedogs。Hestoppedhisvehidredmetersfromthedoorauebecausehefelthisheartexplodinginsidehischest。Hewasgoingtoturnaroundandgobacktowherehe,whenafiguresurrouhehaloofherskirtappearedintheyard。Heclosedhiseyes,hopingwithallhismightthatshewhesofttwilight,heperceivedthatDulceRosaOrellanowasadvan,floatingalongthegardeedherhair,herdidface,theharmestures,theswirlofherdress,aheendedihadlastedforthirtyyears。
[19]“You’vefiadeoCespedes,”shesaidasshelookedathim,notallowiobedeceivedbyhismayor’ssuitentlemanlygrayhair,becausehestillhadthesamepirate’shands。
[20]“You’vepursuedmeendlessly。InmywholelifeI’veoloveayou,”hemurmured,hisvoicechoked>
[21]DulceRosagaveasatisfiedsigh。Atlasthertimehade。Butshelookedintohiseyesaletraceoftheexeer,oears。Shesearchedherheartforthehatredshehadcultivatedthroughoutthosethirtyyears,butsheableoffindiheinstantthatshehadaskedherfathertomakehissadletherlivesothatshecouldcarryoutherduty;sherelivedtheembraanwhomshehades,aheearlymwhenshehadedsisi。Shewepladidheexpectedhappieadshefeltitsopposite,aprofoundmelancholy。TadeoCespedesdelicatelytookherhandahepalm,wettingitwithhistears。Theoodwithhorrorthatbythinkingabouthimeverymoment,andsavhispuinadvance,herfeelingshadbeereversedandshehadfallehhim。
[22]Duringthefollowingdaysbothofthemopeesofrepressedloveand,forthefirsttimesiheircruelfatewasdecided,opeoreceivetheother’sproximity。Theystrhthegardenstalkingaboutthemselvesandomittingfatalnightwhichhadtwistedthedireoftheirlives。Aseveningfell,sheplayedthepianoandhesmoked,listeilhefelthisboandthehappinessenvelophimlikeablaahehepast。AfterdioSantaTeresawhereillrememberedtheaaleofhorror。Hetookaroomielandfranizedhisweddiedapartywithfaravaganoise,oneinwhitiretownate。Hediscoveredloveatahermenhavealreadylosttheirillusions,aohimhisyouthfulvigor。Hewaosurrouhaffedbeauty,togivehereverythingthatmoneycouldbuy,toseeifhepensateinhislateryearsfortheevilhehaddoneasayoungman。Attimespanicpossessedhim。Hesearchedherfaallestsignofrancor,buthesawoofsharedloveandthatgavehimbafidehusamonthofhappinesspassed。
[23]Twodaysbeforetheweddiheywerealreadysettiablesforthepartyinthegarden,slaughteringthebirdsandpigsforthefeast,andgtheflowerstodecoratethehouse,DulceRosaOrellanotrieddress。Shesawherselfreflethemirror,justasshehadonthedayofherasivalQueehatsheoloiodeceiveherow。Sheksheotcarryoutthevengeanceshehadplannedbecauseshelovedthekiller,butshewasalsoutheSenathost。Shedismissedtheseamstress,tookthescissors,aheroomohirdpatiowhichhadremainedunoccupiedduringallthattime。
[24]TadeoCespedessearchedforhereverywhere,gouttoherdesperately。Thebarkingofthedogsledhimtotheothersideofthehouse。Withthehelpofthegardenershebrokedownthebarreddooraheroomwherethirtyyearsbeforehehadseenanangeledwithjasmines。HefoundDulceRosaOrellanojustashehadseenherinhisdreamseverynightofhisexistengmotiohesameblandydress。Herealizedthatiuilthewouldhavetoliveuntilhewashememoryoftheonlywomanhissoulcouldeverlove。
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Notes
1。IsabelAllende:She,borninPeruin1942,isaovelist,journalist,anddramatist。Shewroteseveralnovelsaionofshortfi,aslaysandstoriesfor。Shehasreternationalpraisef。Manyofherbooksareheirfemiofviewanddramaticqualitiesofromaruggle。HerfirstheHouseoftheSpirits,wasmadeintoafilmin1994。
2。DulceRosaOrellano:达尔西·罗莎·奥雷利亚诺(女子名)
3。SantaTeresa:圣特雷莎