第10章一撮黏土(1)
AHandfulofClay
亨利·范·戴克HenryVanDyke
Therewasahandfulofthebankofariver。Itwasonlyonclay,dheavy;butithadhighthoughtsofitsownvalue,andwonderfuldreamsofthegreatplacewhichitwastof?illintheworldwheimecameforitsvirtuestobediscovered。
Overhead,inthespringsureeswhisperedtlorywhidedupohedelisaoexpand,aglowedthefair,clearcolors,asifthedustofthousandsofrubiesandemeraldswerehanging,insoftclouds,abovetheearth。
Thef?lowers,surprisedwiththejoyofbeauty,benttheirheadstoohewihem,andsaid,“Sisters,howlovelyyouhavebeakethedaybright。”
Theriver,gladthandrejoitheunisonofallitswaters,murmuredtotheshoresinmusigofitsreleasefromicyfetters,itsswiftf?lightfromthesnow-tains,ayashurryingthewheelsofmanymillstobeturned,ashipstobef?loatedtothesea。
Waitingblindlyiheforteditselfwithloftyhopes。“Mytimewille,”itsaid。“Iwasobehiddenfloryayandhtomeindueseason。”
&heclayfeltitselftakenfromtheplacewhereithadwaitedsolong。Af?latbladeofirohit,a,aoacartwithotherlumpsofditwascarriedfaraway,asitseemed,handstonyroad。Butitwasnotafraid,ned,foritsaidtoitself:“Thisishepathtogloryisalwaysrugged。NowIamonmylayagreatpartintheworld。”
Butthehardjourhing,paredwiththetribulationacameafterit。Theclayutinthandmixedairredaseemedalmostuherewassolatiothatsomethingveryf?ineaainlyingoutofallthistrouble。Theclayfeltsurethat,ifitlywaitlongenough,awonderfulrewardwasi。
&onaswiftlyturningwheel,andwhirledarounduntilitseemedasifitmustf?lyintoathousarangepowerpressedita,asitrevolved,andthroughallthedizzinessandpaiitwastakinganewform。
Thenanunknoutitintoanoven,andf?ireswerekiit,f?ieretratihasofsummerthathadeverbroodeduponthebankoftheriver。Butthroughall,theclayhelditselftogetherarials,intheceofagreatfuture。“Surely,”itthought,“Iamintendedforsomethingverysplendid,sincesusaretakenwithme。PerhapsIamfashioheoremple,orapreciousvaseforthetableofaking。”
Atlastthebakingwasf?iheclaywastakenfromthefurdownuponaboard,inthecoolair,uhebluesky。Thetribulationassed。Thereward>
&heboardthereoolofwater,notverydeep,norveryclear,butoughtoref?lect,withimpartialtruth,everyimagethatfeltupohef?irsttime,asitwasliftedfromtheboard,theclaysawitshereatiendpain,theationofitshopes—aoraightandstiff,redandugly。Athatitwasinedf’shouse,norforapalaceofart,becauseitwasmadewithoutgloryorbeautyorhonor;anditmurmuredagainsttheunkn,“Whyhastthoumademethus?”
Manydaysitpassediewasf?illedwithearth,akwhat—butshandbrownanddead-looking,wasthrustintothemiddleoftheearthaheclayrebelledatthisnewdisgrace。“Thisistheworstofallthathashappeobef?illedwithdirtandrubbish。SurelyIamafailure。”