第41章古瓷器(1)
Olda
查尔斯·兰姆CharlesLamb
Ihaveanalmostfemiialityforolda。WhenIgotoseeahouse,Iiheadhepicturegallery。Iotdefendtheorderofpreferebysayingthatwehaveallsometasteorother,oftooaetoadmitofourrememberingdistinctlythatitwasanae。Iiplay,aexhibition,thatIwastakento;butIamnotsewhenajarsandsaucerswereiomyimagination。
Ihadnhen—whyshouldIhoselittle,lawless,azure-tiesques,thatuionofmeabout,uncircumscribedbyahatworldbeforeperspective—aateacup。
Iliketoseemyoldfriends—whomdistadiminish—f?iguringupintheair(sotheyappeartoouroptics),yetonterraf?irmastill—forsowemustierpretthatspeckofdeeperblue,whichthedecorousartist,topreventabsurdity,hadmadetupbeheirsandals。
Ilovethemenwithwomehewomen,ifpossible,withstillmoreressions。
Hereisayoungandandarin,haoaladyfromasalver—twomilesoff。Seehowdistaoffrespedherethesamelady,oranother—forlikenessisidentityonteacups—issteppingintoalittlefairyboat,mooredohersideofthiscalmgardehadaintymingfoot,whiarightangleofinglesgoinourworld)mustinfalliblylahemidstofaf?lowerymead—furlongoffohersideofthesamestraream!
Fartheron—iffarornearbepredicatedoftheirworld—seehodas,dangthehays。
Here—adrabbitt,aensive—soobjectsshow,seenthroughthelucidatmosphereoff?ihay。
Iointingouttomylastevening,overourHyson(whichweareold-fashioodriillofanafternoohesespeiraasetofextraordinaryoldbluea(aretpurchase)forthef?irsttimeusing;andhowfavorableceshadbeentousoflateyearsthatwecouldaffordtopleasetheeyesometimeswithtrif?lesofthissort—assiseemedtoovershadethebrowsofmyquickatdetegthesesummerBridget。
“Iwishthegoodoldtimeswouldeagain,”shesaid,“erenotquitesorieanthatIwanttobepoor;buttherewasamiddlestate”—sosheleasedtorambleon—“inwhichIamsurewewereagreatdealhappier。Apurchaseisbutapurowthatyouhavemoneyenoughandtospare。Formerlyitusedtobeatriumph。Wheedacheapluxury(and,O!HowmuchadoIhadtogetyoutothosetimes!)—wewereusedtohaveadebatetwoorthreedaysbefore,ahefainst,andthispareitoutof,andwhatsavingwecouldhitupon,thatshouldbeahingwaswthehemowepaidforit。
“Doyourememberthebrownsuit,whiadetohanguponyou,tillallyourfriendscriedshameuponyou,itgrewsothreadbare—andallbecauseofthatfolioBeaumontacher,whichyedhomelateatnightfromBarker’siGarden?Doyourememberhowweeyeditforweeksbeforeweakeupourmindstothepurdhaderminationtillitwaseno’clockoftheSaturdaytyoushouldbetoolate—aheoldbooksellerwithsopenedhisshop,awinklingtaper(forhewassettingbedwards)lightedouttherelihisdustytreasures—andwhenyouluggedithome,wishiwicease—andwhetome—andereexpltheperfeessofit(g,youcalledit)—andairiheselooseleaveswithpaste,whipatienotsuffertobelefttilldaybreak—wastherenopleasureinbeingapoorman?Orthoseblackclotheswhichyouwearnow,andaresocarefultokeepbrushed,sincewehavebeeridf?inical,giveyouhalfthehoywithwhichyouf?lauaboutinthatoverwornsuit—youroldcorbeau—forfourorf?iveweekslohanyoushouldhavedoopacifyyourightysumoff?ifteen—orsixteenshillingswasit?—agreataffairwethoughtitthen—whichyouhadlavishedontheoldfolio。Nowyouaffordtobuyanybookthatpleasesyou,butIdoymehomeanyniceoldpurow。
“WhehtoloutalessnumberofshillingsuponthatprintafterLeonardo,whichweedthe‘LadyBlanyoulookatthepurdthoughtofthemohoughtofthemoney,andlookedagaiure—wastherenopleasureinbeingapoorman?Now,youhavenothingtodobuttowalkintoaghi’s,andbuyawildernessofLeodoyou?