第21章相扶走过黑暗(1)
HelpiherThroughtheDark
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Christmashasreallycaughtmebysurprisethisyear。Iherweektoprepare。MaybeitisbecauseitlooksmorelikeMarDecember。Everythingisallbrownandsoggy。
SaturdaymIwokemyhusbandahloudChristmasmusidmadethemhelpme。Wepickedup,vadmopped。Myhusbareesoitwouldfitinthehouse。Ieditinlights,thengotoutmywoodenSantasahemupoel。
BytheafterhimorelikeChristmasasIrushedoutalooa“ladies’tea”atParadiseCove。IwalkeddownthelohmyheadlamponandcouldseetheblinkinglightsstruorshedbeforeIhearditshum。Ihehandmadehouse,ourhostesshadhermother’sateacupsoutoable。dlesburnedinglassjarsonthewindowsills。
&ioedartyhats,andabouthalfthewomendid。Mostofusyjusttohavemadeittothetea,weweresobusy,alltheversatioobeginwith“AreyoureadyforChristmas?”answeredbygroaningnos。Weeveloudaboutwhatenifoneyearwesimplydidn’tdoChristmas。
Thenourhostessaskedustoformacircle。Shegaveaspeechabouthealingandfriendshipatoonewomanwhoisthankfullybaeafteraseasomentsoutside。Ifeltembarrassedaboutmypettyplaints。
Thenourhostessaskedustothinkkindthoughtsforanotheroneofuswhowasretlydiaghdwillbeginher“healiafterChristmas。Whilethefirstsmiledknowiruggledtoputabravefa。Shewasstillinshock。Sowaseveryoofushadn’theard。
Wewereeachaskedtosayawordementtoourtwofriends。Ourhostess,wh,angelicdress,beganbywishingthem“love”aively。
Ihatedthiskindofthing。Iwa—butaseaanspoke,Iheardtheirwordsinthewarm,fligdlelight:“faith”,“ce”,“strength”,
“laughter”,“pead“grace”。Ialsoheardanothervoisomeplasideusandfloatingallaround,whisperi”。
&heendoftheciranwished“roses”forthefirstt,whogrowslovelyflowersinhergarden,and“raspberries”forthesed,thetenderofaprolificberrypatch。
Ithought,thisisjustlikethatfirstChristmas,whenoneangelwasjoinedby“amultitudeoftheheavenlyhost”。
IalsowishedIhadtakeofioratleastborrowedmydaughter’soldprompriiara,whichthatmIhadpiaplainingwayfromthefloorofherroom。
Thesassedaround—weeachhadbroughtooshare。Iunedasmall,spidle,alighttoshihedarkness。AswesaidgoodbyesandMerryChristmases,HappyHanukkahs,Ituckedthetheupperpoyjaexttomyheart。