第46章为金钱付出的代价(1)
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&hesenewwordsbeforeyoureadthisarticle。
1。sketch[sket?]v。速写
2。thriftiinis]n。茂盛,节俭
3。precarious[pri'kε?ri?s]adj。危险的,不确定的
4。disparage[dis'p?rid?]v。污蔑,诽谤
5。hasty['heisti]adj。轻率的
6。paratively[k?m'p?r?tivli]adv。比较地;相当地
IellwhatIbelieve,Imustbrieflysketethingofmypersonalhistory。
&urningpointofmylifewasmydetogiveupapromisingbusiudymusic。Myparents,althoughsympathetidsharingmyloveofmusic,disapprovedofitasaprofession。ThiswasuandableihefamilybaygraaughtmusiearlyfortyyearsatSpringhillMobileand,thoughmuchbelovedaheunity,earnedbarelyenoughtoprefamily。Myfatheroftensaiditwasonlythehardheadedthriftinessofmygrakeptthewolfatbay。Asaceofthisexampleinthefamily,theverymentionofmusicasaprofessioapictureofaprecariousexistehuainfinancialrearentsinsistedupoeadofausidtocollegeIwentquitehappily,asIremember,fhIlovedmyvioliofmysparetimeprag,Ihadmaerests。
Befraduationfrombia,thefamilymetwithseverefinancialreversesamydutytoleavedtakeajob。Thusonabusinesscareer―whichIalwaysthinkofasthe>
NowIdonotforamomee,business。Mywholepointisthatitwasintoitformoney,ahesatisfaofbeiohelpthefamily,moneyisallIgotoutofit。Itwasnotenough。Ifeltthatlifeassingmeby。FrombeingmerelydistedIbecameacutelymiserable。Myoionwastosaveenoughtoquitaostudymusic。IusedtogetupatdawntopracticebeforeIleftfor“down-town”,distragmypoormotherbyboltingahastybreakfastatthelastmieadoflungwithmybusinessassociates,Iwouldseekoutsomecheapeagermealandscribblemyharmonyexercises。Iuedtomakemoney,andfinally,bitbybit,accumulatedenoughtoeogoabroad。Thefamilybeingo,andmyhelpnolongernecessary,Iresignedfrommypositionand,feelinglikeamanreleasedfromjail,sailedforEurope。Istayedfouryears,workedharderthanIhadeverdreamedbeforeandeeofit。
“Eoomildaword。Iwalkedonair。Ireallylived。IwasafreemanandIwasdoingwhatIlovedtodoandwhatIwasmeanttodo。
IfIhadstayedinbusinessImightbeaparativelywealthymantoday,butIdonotbelieveIwouldhavemadeasuccessofliving。Iwouldhavegivenupallthoseihoseiisfaoneyeverbuy,andthataretoooftensacrifiaman’sprimarygoalisfinancialSuccess。
WhenIbrokeawayfrombusiwasagainsttheadviceofpracticallyallmyfriendsandfamily。Soostofustotheassoofsuccesswithmohethoughtofgivingupagoodsalaryforaleshortofinsane。Ifso,allIsayis“Gee,it’sgreattobecrazy。”