第7章一路爱相送(7)
“不,我必须要玫瑰花。”他说,“我妈妈去年生病时,十分虚弱,而我没有花很多时间和她在一起。我想送她一些特别的东西。那一定是玫瑰花,因为妈妈最喜爱玫瑰。”他的态度很坚决。
店员抬头看着约翰,只是不住地摇头。约翰内心深处被男孩的话语触动了,他是多么迫切地想要得到那些玫瑰花。约翰的生意一直不错。于是他看了看店员,然后小声对她说自己愿意为男孩买玫瑰花。
店员看了看男孩,说道:“好吧,我收你6美元,给你一打玫瑰花。”男孩高兴地差点儿要跳起来。他接过花,然后跑出了花店。看到小男孩如此兴奋,这额外的35美元没有白花。
约翰订购了自己要的花,一再叮嘱店员确认给母亲的花中要附上一张便条,写上他有多爱她。开车离开花店时,他的心情出奇的好。因为红灯,他在离花店约两个街区的地方停了下来。就在等红灯的过程中,他看见那个男孩正走过人行道。约翰目送男孩穿过大街,经过两扇巨大的门进入了一个公园。突然,他意识到那不是公园,而是一块墓地。他还能看到男孩在大门那儿转过身,沿着篱笆向前走去。
绿灯亮了,约翰慢慢地把车开过十字路口,停在路边。他一冲动下了车,开始沿着篱笆跟着男孩。那个男孩来到了篱笆围着的墓地,约翰与他保持着三四十步的距离,在人行道上跟着他。男孩在一块小小的墓碑前止住脚步,然后跪了下来。他小心翼翼地将花放在坟上,然后开始哭泣。约翰觉得自己是一个入侵者,但他又不忍离开。他看着男孩因哭泣而上下起伏的身体,听着他低低的哭声。
男孩夹杂着哭泣的话语传到约翰的耳朵里:“妈妈,哦,妈妈,为什么我没告诉你我有多爱你?为什么我没有再一次告诉你?上帝,求你找到我妈妈,告诉她我爱她!”
约翰泪流满面地转过身来,走回自己的车里。他飞快地开着车回到那家花店,告诉店员他要亲手把花交给妈妈。他想要亲自把花送给妈妈,并再一次告诉她,他有多爱她。
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伊万·盖尔福德·布雷克EvanGuilfore-Blake
Myfirstschoolwasthestoriedone-roomschoolhouse。Anoldwhitewashedbuildingwitharedroofahepeak,itsatatthetopofanunpavedhillsurroundedbyfarmland(ingabarhlivestoathen-unin-corporatedareaofUrbana,Ilinois。Theschoolhousedallsixprimarygradesand,asIrecall,therewereaboutthirty-fiveofus,m,althedinage,ofcourse,uptotwelveorthirteen。
Theyearwas1953,andIwassixyearsrader,andthesonofaPh。D。studentattheUyofIlinois。MypeersandtheuppergraderswerefarmkidsorradstakingadvaheGIBill。Somewerejusttoopoortoliveiy,whichwouldhavequalifiedthemforacityschool。(Isuspectmyparentsdismissedtherelevagrade,siofmyedueathome,attheirhands,any
&eathatschoolwasasclassicasthebuildingitself。Mrs。Knappwasasbyprofessionandshe'dbeendoingit,shesaid,allherlife。Bythen,I'dguess,thatmeantthirty-fiveorfortyyearsonthejob。Shehadtohavebeeies:erfectarray。Petite;memoryputsheratbarelyfivefeet,perhapsonehundredpounds。Bony,withtightlydrafeatures。Promiknuckles。Perfectteeth。Shebrushedafterlundmadesurewedid,too。
Shehandledourdiverseihperfeb,guidingthoseofuswhocouldreadwellthroughthepleasuresofStevenson'spoetryandMr。PopperaruggledwithreadingthroughthejoysofDie。Ifeverygradewasadifferentrs。Knappwasfluentinthesixlanguageswespoke,alropriateversatioeversubject—adnot—thatourcuriositywasheirto。Sheknele,moreaboutbaseballanditshistorythanmyfatherdidandwasalwaysreadytuethemeritsofPeeWeeReese(herfavainstChicoCarrasquel(mine)。
TheoneMrs。Knappiwillalwaysremainengravedinmymemorydidn'thappenatschool,however。Ithappenedoedtryroadthatdivided-fieldsoernoodayofthat,myfirstfull-fledgedschoolyear。Tocelebratethebeautifulweather,she'dtakenusorip,literally,throughthebrightyellowandgreenofdwheatstalksthatweretallerthanIwas(andthaoo)butstilltwoorthreemonthsshyoftheirharvest。
Wewandered,aslargegroupsofarewonttodo,oureyesgwithfasandbirdandleaf,everyoneofwhifailingly,Mrs。Kiorekkedaloraffickedgravelanddirtroadsthathadbeewideenoughfortractlecartotravel。TherewereheIlinoisprairielandwasflat,andwecouldseeonlytheblueofthehorizonandanohouserooftopbeyondthefieldsofgraieourlundwigaroadside,listenileofthewindthroughthegentlys。thecriesofthecrows,thechirrsofthecridbeetles。
Afterlunchwewalkedmore。Now,though,thetriphadbeerepetitious—morefields,moreorebirddI,lyamongothers,wasbepatiehappeheabsolutemiddlehtoutofwhat,someyearslater,IwouldthinkofasTheTwilightZoephenKihesidele-laneroadhundredsofyardsfromanythingthatresembledcivilization,stoodaand。Nothingfancy,justawoodentersixhtfeetwide,fivefeethigh,twofeetdeep,withpolessuppawoodsheetthatservedassuhegrizzled,butsmiling,middle-agedmanwhostoodbehindit。Thewords"IceCream—10Flavors"romihefront。
ThemanandMrs。Kedeachotherasoldfrieousandsaideachofuscouldhaveanicee,anyflavorwewished,hertreat。Ourenthusiasmwas,naturally,boundless,aeoverwhethertosticktotheksofchocolateorvanillaorwhethertoexperimentwiththeexoticRockyRoadedamongus。Butweeachsettledohing,andthemanscestowaffledha。Wesavoredanddevoured。
ThenheaskedMrs。Knapp,"Whatwouldyoulike?"Iliketothiwinkleinhiseyesashedidandthatwhatfollowedwasaritualbetweehoughthefewkidswho'dattendedMrs。Knapp'syearsbeforehadn'tbeeand。