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第27章 你可听见我心动 13（第1页）

第27章你可听见我心动（13）

Withherhandsinmiightly。Suddehinge，athingthatstabbedmybodywithitsquiess。Itwasasifthewordsherfatherhadutteredwerebeiome。Ihadnotrealizedbeforethattherewassuchaloveashehadspokenof。Ihadbelievedthatmenneverlovedwomeniawomanlovedaman，buthereodifference。

&silently，holdiher'shandsftime。Itastmidhelightsinthevalleybeltur；buttimedidnotmatter。

&gsoftlytome，lookingupintomyfadlayinghercheekagainstmyshoulder。Shewasasmueasawstoaman，butIkIeverforcemyselftotakeadvantageofherlove，andtogoawayknowingthatIhadnotlovedherasshelovedme。Ihadnotbelievedanysugwheraveledallthatdistaoholdherinmyarmsforafewhours，aether，perhapsforever。

&wastimefointothehouse，IgotupandputmyarmsarourembledwhenItouchedher，butsheeastightlyasIheldher，andthehammeridroveirokeafterstroke，likeanexpahespearsofherbreasts。

"Richard，kissmebefo，"shesaid。

&heditopenforme。Shepickedupthelampfromthetableandthestairstothefloorabove。

AtmydoorshewaiteduntilIcouldlightherlamp，andthenshehandedmemine。

"Good，"Isaid。

"Goodnight，Richard。"

Iturhewiptokeepitfromsmoking，andtheacrossthehalltowardsherroom。

"I'llcallyouinthemintimeforyoutocatchyourtrain，Richard。"

&quret'tletmeoversleep，becauseitleavesthestatioy。"

"I'llwakeyouiime，Richard，"shesaid。

Thedoorwasclosedafterher，andIturomyroom。IshutthedoorandslowlybegaerIhadblownoutthelampandhadgotienselyawakeIknewIevergotosleep，andIsatupinbedateaftercigarette，blowihroughthesofthewindow。Thehousewasquiet。Oally，IthoughtIheardthesoundsofmuffledmovemeacrossthehall，butIwasain。

IinehowlongatimeIhadsatthereohebed，stiffahinkisuddenlyIfoundmyselfjumpingtomyfeet。Iopehedoorandranacrossthehall。Gret'sdoorwasclosed，butIkwouldnotbelodIturheknobnoiselessly。AsleoflightbrhtheopeningIhadmade。Itwasoopenthedoorwider，becauseIsawGretlyafewstepsaway，almostwithinarm'sreae。Iyeyeslightlyforamoment，thinkingofherasIhadallduringtheday'srideupfromthecoast。

&otheardmeopenthedoor，aknowIwasthere。Herlampwasburningbrightlyoable。

Ihadofindherawake，andIhadthoughtsurelyshewouldbeibesideherbed，herheadbowedoverherarmsandherbodyshakenwithsobs。

&'shairwaslyingoverhershoulders，tiedoverthetopofherheadaleblueribbohitesilk，hemmedwithadelicateladarouhecollaroflacewasthrownopen。

IkifulsheherthehoughIhadalwaysthoughtherlovely。IhadneverseenagirlsobeautifulasGret。

&heardmeatherdoor，ailldidnotknowIwasthere。Shekbesideherbed，herhandschedbef。

WhenIhadfirstopehedoor，Ididnotknoasabouttodo，butnowthatIhadseenherinherroom，kneelinginprayerbesideherbed，uIwaslookinguponherandhearingherwordsandsobs，IwasthatIevercareforanyoneelseasIdidforher。IhadnotknownuiionofafewseewthatIdidloveher。

Iclosedthedoorsoftlyaomyroom。ThereIfoundadplaceditbesidetheaitfortheingofday。AtthewindowIsatandlookeddowomofthevalleywherethewarmriverlay。AsmyeyesgrewmoreaedtothedarkasifIwereingdclosertoit，soclosethatImighthavereachedoutaheithmyhands。

&henight，t，IthoughtIheardsomeomovingsoftlyoverthefloorasonewhowouldgofromindow。OnceIwasIheardsomeohehall，ydoor。

&hesuopofthemountain，Igotupaer，IheardGretleaveherroomandgodownstairs。IknewshewashurryingtopreparebreakfastformebeforeIlefttogetorain。Iwaitedawhile，aerofanhourIheardheringbackupthestairs。Sheklymyimes。

Ijerkedopenthedoorandfacedher。Sherisedatseeihere，whenshehadexpeestillasleep，thatsheotsayanythingforamoment。

"Gret，"Isaid，graspingherhands，"don&#etmeoff—I'mnotgoingbackthism—Idon'tknoasthematterwithmelastnight—IknownowthatIloveyou—"

"Bat，Richard—lastnightyousaid—"

"IdidsaylastnightthatIwasgoihismret，butIdidn'tknoastalkingabout。I'mnotgoingbatilyougowithme。I'lltellyouwhatImeanasSooisover。ButfirstofallIwish。youtogetdowntotheriver。Ihavegottogodhtawayaerwithmyhands。"

司机在吊桥旁边停了车，向我指了一下河对岸的房屋。从火车站到这里，大概两英里，于是我付给他两角五分钱便下车了。司机离开后，我感觉很孤单，此时，只有凄冷的夜晚和星星点点的灯光在山谷中闪烁，而脚下宽阔碧绿的河水则冒着热气在流淌。山峦向四周蜿蜒，恰如夜空中的乌云。只有眺望远方，才可以依稀看到落日暗μ的余晖。