第45章给女儿的信(1)
Father'sDaySey
佚名Anonymous
DearLara,
AsIwritethisletter,youarenearlyoneweekoldandsouyourmother’sside。It’sgoingtobeafewyearsbeforeyoureadthis,andevenlongerbeforeyouualywhatI’mfeeling—whichisgood,beyou’llimetive。
Thisletterisothings,I’veeverhadtowrite,sinlyajournalistander。NowordsIkheonesIlookedupintheneighbor’sdiary—describethesublimejoyandwonderIhavefeltsiotherdotheequivalentofpassiheGiant’sbowlingballahatIevertakeherplace。
Amesayrightnow,thankGodforthataswell。
&oldmeyirl,Ifeltsoexcitedmyheartcouldhaveburst—forwhenyouhitadolesostlyyourmother’sproblem,notmine。
&ookyournamefromLaraaihevideogame“TombRaider”ahatfeaturesAngelinaJolieplayialent。Croft,youonedaywilldiscazhtosinkbattleshipsandhasreduyteeothelevelidiocy。So,whileit’sanatomicallyimpossibleforyift,atleastyou’llhavethenamegoingforyou,whi’thurtinjobinterviews。
&waytodescribewhatI’mfeelingrightnowis“surreal,”whisIshouldlayofftheafter—diails。I’veloobeafatherbutsomehowen,inlightofmylousydatinghistoryasf“StarTrek”andreadingicbooks。
Butnowyou’rehere,aeryourbirth,Istillsitformigyourchestriseandfall—iffornootherreasonthanit’smthayshowsonTV。Istillfeelasenseofwonderasyoukidsquirmuponwaking—asyoustretchyourteeny—tinylimbs,writlefaddtheyftheawhileytosleep。
&heyearstosureIwillletyoudown,aimesyou’llwishyouhadsomeoforafather。YourarioandLuigihavebeenwishingthatabouttheirfathersine。
ButIwantyoutoknowthatI’malwaysgoihereforyou—nomatterwhereyoushop,howyoupark,orhowmuchtimeyouspendonourpho’snotobsessive,I’myourFATHER,andIeveobeunobtrusivewhenI’mwithyouondates。(However,iftheguylaysasmuchasafingeronyou,he’sadeadman。)
Ihere’safewimportantthingstoknow:
Maintainagoodcreditrating。Successfulsuperheroesslide。That’showBatman,IronMan,the,andtheGoldenAgeSandmaheirmillious,eveheethingfull-time。Spider-maernheminimummonthlypayment,andthey’realwaysstrugglingjusttopaytherent。