第22章妈妈与孩子(1)
MotherandChild
帕特夏·A。哈布达PatriciaA。Habada
ItwasChristmas1961。Iwasteaasmalltowniwehirdgraderseagerlyahegreatdayofgiftsgiving。
Atreecoveredwithtinselandgaudypapersgraeaedamangerseproducardboardasbydsometimesgrubby,hands。Somehtadollahestrawinthecardboardboxthatservedasthemadidyoucouldpullastriheblue-eyed,golden-haireddollysay,“MynameisSusie。”“ButJesuswasaboybaby!”oheboysprooheless,Susiestayed。
&heprodueringsofpopd-madetris,andGermanbellsmadefromles,whigfromtheg。Throughitallsheremainedaloof,watafar,seeminglymilesahatentothisquietcesohappy,nowsosuddenlyedthefestivitiesealtoher。Butnothingdid。Wemadedgiftsformothersanddads,forsistersandbrras,aher。Athomethestudehepopularfriedmarblesahoiones。“Youputtheminahpan,Teadyouletthemgetrealhot,acheyoudon’tfrythemtoolongortheybreak。”so,asmygifttothem,Imadeeaystudentsalittleptheirfriedmarbles。Aheyhadeaethingforme:book-markscarefullycut,colored,aimespastedtogether;dspecialdrawings;liquidembroiderydoilies,hand-fringed,ofcourse。
Thedayofgift-givingfinallycame。Weoohedandaahedoverourhandiresentswereexged。Throughitall,shesatquietlywatg。Ihadmadeaspecialpouchfreenwithwhitelatedverymuchtoseehersmile。Sheopehepackagesoslowlyandcarefully。Iwaitedbutsheturnedaehewallofisolationshehadbuiltaroundherself。