第45章LastingLove
ItwastheehatopeiheMarquisdeBertranswithhisguestssatarhtlylightedtable,coveredwithfruitandflowers。
Theversatioolove。Immediatelytherearoseananimateddiseeternaldisastowhetheritwerepossibletolovemorethanonce。Examplesweregivenofpersonswhohadlovedohesewereoffsetbythosewhohadlovedviolentlymahemepassion,likesiess,mayattackthesamepersoimes,urikestokill。Thisedquiteihehobasedtheiropinioherthanonpracticalobservation,mailove,thegreatpassion,mayeoals。Itresembleslighthislove。Aheartobeesforeversuchawaste,soruined,soed,thatroakerootthere,notevenadream。
Themarquis,whohadindulgedinmanyloveaffairs,disputedthisbelief。
"Itellyouitispossibletoloveseveraltimeswithallone'sheartandsoul。Youquoteexamplesofpersonswhohavekilledthemselvesforlove,toprovetheimpossibilityofasedpassioiftheyhadnotfoolishlyittedsuidsodestroyedthepossibilityofasedexperieheywouldhavefoundaillanother,andsooiswithloveaswithdrink。Hewhohasondulgedisforeveraslave。Itisathi。"
&heolddopire。Hethoughtitwasasthemarquishadsaid,athi。
"Asforme,"hesaid,"Ionewofalovewhichlastedfifty-fiveyearswithoutoneday'srespite,andwhidedonlywithdeath。"Thewifeofthemarquislclaspedherhands。
"Thatisbeautiful!Ah,whatadreamtobelovedinsuchaway!Whatblisstoliveforfifty-fiveyearsenvelopedinanintense,unwaveriion!Hoybeingmusthaveblessedhislifetobesoadored!"
&orsmiled。
"Youarenotmistakehispointthelovedonewasaman。Youevenknowhim;itisMonsieurChouquet,thechemist。Astothewoman,youalsokheoldder,whocameeveryyeartothechateau。"
&husiasmofthewomenfell。Someexpressedtheirptwith"Pouah!"forthelovesofoihem。
&orued:"ThreemonthsagoIwascalledtothedeathbedoftheoldder。Thepriesthadprecededme。Shewishedtomakeustheexecutorsofherwill。Iwemightua,shetoldusthestoryofherlife。Itismostsingularandtoug:
"Herfatherandmotherwerebothders。Shehadneverliveditlechildshewawiththem,dirty,u,huedmanytowheirhonanddogjustoutsidethelimits,wherethechildplayedinthegrassaloilherparentshadrepairedallthebrokentheplace。Theyseldomspoke,excepttocry,‘Chairs!Chairs!der!’Wheleooofaraway,shewouldbecalledbackbytheharsh,angryvoiceofherfather。Sheneverheardawordofaffe。
"Whenshegrewolder,shefetdcarriedthebrokenchairs。Thenitwasshemadefriendswiththeiheirparentsalwayscalledthemawayahemftothebarefootedchild。Oftehrewstoher。Ondwomangaveherafewpehemmostcarefully。
"Ohenelevenyearsold-asshewaswalkingthroughaet,behiery,littleChouquet,weepingbitterly,beeofhisplaymateshadstolentwopreciousliards(mills)。Thetearsofthesmallbeois,ohosemuviedmortals,who,sheimagirouble,pletelyupsether。Sheapproachedhimand,assoonasshelearhecauseofhisgrief,sheputintohishandsallhersavihemwithouthesitationanddriedhiseyes。Wildwithjoy,shekissedhim。Hewasbusyghismoney,anddid。Seeingthatsheulsed,shethrewherarmsroundhimandgavehimahug-thensherana>
"Whatwasgoingoninherpoorlittlehead?Wasitbecauseshehadsacrificedallherfortushebecamemadlyfondofthisyoungster,orwasitbecauseshehadgiveehemysteryisalikeforandforthoseofriperyears。
"Formonthsshedreamedofthatearthecemeteryalechap。Shestoleasouhereand,therefromherparentsontheeyroceriesshewassenttobuy。Wheothespoteryshehadtwofra,buthewasnotthere。
Passinghisfather&apstore,shecaughtsightofhimbehier。Hewassittiweenalargeredglobeandablueone。Sheohemore,quitecarriedawayatthesightofthebrilliant-clobes。Shecherishedthereofitforeveri。
"Thefollowingyearshemethimheschool。playingmarbles。Sherusheduptohim,threwherarmsroundhim,andkissedhimsopassiohesfear。Toquiethim,shegavehimallhermohreefrandtweimes!Arealgoldmiwhichhegazedwithstaringeyes。
"Afterthisheallowedhertokisshimasmuchasshewished。
&quthefouryearssheputintohishandsallhersavings,whichhepostiouslyinexgeforkisses。Atohirtysons,atawain,sheonlyhadtwelvesous。Sheweptwithgriefandshame,explaiithadbeenapooryear。Theimeshebroughtfivefranewholepiece,whichmadeherlaughwithjoy。
"Sheofaheboy,achedforherwithimpatieimeshewouldruhismadeherheartthumpwithjoy。
"Suddenlyhedisappeared。Hehadgoschool。Shefoundthisoutbyvestigation。Thediplomacytopersuadeherparentstogetheirrouteandpassbythiswayagainduringva。Afterayearofsgshesucceeded。Shehadnotseenhimfortwoyears,andscarcelyreizedhim,hewassoged,hadgrowerlookingandosinginhisuniform,withitsbrassbuttoeoseeher,ahoutaglance。
"Sheweptfortwodaysandfromthattimelovedandsufferedungly。
"Everyyearheeandshepassedhim,ntolifthereyes。Heneverdedtoturowardher。Shelovedhimmadly,hopelessly。Shesaidtome:‘HeistheonlymanwhomIhaveeverseen。Idon'tevenknowifas。’
"Herparentsdied。Sheuedtheirwork。