第22章黑猫(2)
Ihecatslowlyrecovered。Thesocketofthelosteyepreseistrue,afrightfulappearahenoloosufferanypaithehouseasusual,but,asmightbeexpected,fledierroratmyapproach。Ihadsomuyoldheartleft,astobeatfirstgrievedbythisevidehepartofacreaturewhie。Butthisfeelingsoooirritation。Andtheomyfinalandirrevocableoverthrow,thespiritofPerversess。Ofthisspiritphilosophytakesnoat。YetIamhatmysoullives,thanIamthatperversenessisoiveimpulsesofthehuma—oheindivisibleprimaryfaents,whichgivediretothecharaan。Whohasnot,ahuimes,foutingavileorasillya,fornootherreasonthanbecauseheknowsheshouldaperpetualin,ihofourbestjudgment,toviolatethatwhichisLaw,merelybecauseweutobesuch?Thisspiritofperverseness,Isay,yfihrow。Itwasthisunfathomablelongiovexitself—toofferviolesowf'ssakeonly—thaturgedmetoueandfinallytoatetheinjuryIhadiheunoffendingbrute。,incoolblood,Islippedasnegittothelimbitwiththetearsstreamingfrommyeyes,andwiththebitterestremorseatmyheart;—hungitbeewthatithadlovedme,aithadgivenmenoreasonofoffengitbeewthatinsodoingIwasittingasin—adeadlysinthatwouldsojeopardizemyimmortalsoulastoplaceit—ifsugwerepossible—evehereachoftheiheMostMerdMod。
Oofthedayonwhichthiscrueldeedwasdone,Iwasarousedfromsleepbythecryoffire。Theybedwereihewholehousewasblazing。Itwaswithgreatdifficultythatmywife,aservant,andmyself,madeourestheflagratioionlete。Myentireass,andIresigheodespair。
Iamabovetheweakoestablishasequenceofdeffect,betweeeray。ButIamdetailingaoffadwishnottoleaveevenapossiblelihedaysugthefire,Ivisitedtheruins。Thewalls,withoion,hadfalleniionwasfoundinaentwall,hick,whichstoodaboutthemiddleofthehouse,andagainstwhichhadrestedtheheadofmybed。Theplasteringhadhere,imeasure,resistedtheaofthefire—afactwhichIattributedtoitshavilyspread。Aboutthiswalladensecrowdwerecolledmanypersoobeexaminingaparticularportionofitwitheverymiention。Thewords&que!","singular!"andothersimilarexpressioedmycuriosity。Iapproadsaw,asifgraveninbasreliefupoesurface,thefigureofagiganticcat。Theimpressiohanaccuracytrulymarvellous。Thereeabouttheanimal'sneck。
&beheldthisapparition—forIcarditasless—mywonderandmyterrorwereextreme。Butatleioomyaid。Thecat,Iremembered,hadbeenhunginagardehehouse。Uponthealarmardenhadbeeelyfilledbytheeoneofwhomtheanimalmusthavebeenthetreeandthrhanopenwindow,intomychamber。Thishadprobablybeeheviewmefromsleep。Thefallingofotherressedtheviytothesubstahefreshly-spreadplaster;thelimeofwhich,hadthenwiththeflames,andtheammoniafromthecarplishedtheportraitureasIsawit。
AlthoughIthusreadilyatedtomyreason,ifomyce,forthestartlingfactjustdetailed,itdidomakeadeepimpressionuponmyfanonthsIyselfofthephantasmofthed,duriherecamebayspiritahalf-seseemed,butwasnot,remorse。Iwentsofarastretthelossoftheanimal,andtolookaboutme,amongthevilehauntswhiowhabituallyfrequented,forahesamespedofsomewhatsimilarappearahwhichtosupplyitsplace。