第24章黑猫(4)
&hepressureoftormentssuchasthese,thefeebleremnahinmesuccumbed。Evilthoughtsbeates—thedarkestahoughts。Themoodinessofmyusualtemperiredofallthingsandofallmankihesudde,andungoversofafurytowhiowblindlyabandonedmyself,myunplainingwife,shewasthemostusualaientofsufferers。
Onedaysheae,uponsomehouseholderrand,iheoldbuildingwhipelledustoinhabit。Theedowairs,ahrowingmeheadloedmetomadness。Upliftinganaxe,aing,inmywrath,thechildishdreadwhichhadhithertostayedmyhand,Iaimedablowattheanimalwhich,ofcourse,rovedinstantlyfatalhaditdesdedasIwished。Butthisblowwasarrestedbythehandofmywife。Goaded,bytheiemorethandemoniacal,Iwithdrewmyarmfrraspaheaxeinherbrain。Shefelldeadupo,withoutagroan。
Thishideousmurderaplished,Isetmyselfforthwith,airedeliberatioaskofgthebody。IkIoveitfromthehouse,eitherbydayht,withouttheriskofbeiheneighbors。Maeredmymind。Atohoughtofgthetomis,aroyingthembyfire。Atanother,Iresolvedtodigagraveforitinthefloorofthecellar。Agaiedaboutgitiheyard—aboutpagitinabox,asifmerdize,withtheusualarras,aiakeitfromthehouse。FinallyIhituponwhatIsideredafarbetterexpedieherofthese。Idetermioihemonksofthemiddleagesarerecordedtohavetheirvictims。
Forapurposesuchasthisthecellarted。Itswallswerelooselystrudhadlatelybeehroughoutlaster,whichthedampheatmospherehadpreventedfr。Moreover,iheroje,causedbyafalseey,orfireplace,thathadbeenfilledup,aoresembletherestofthecellar。ImadenodoubtthatIcouldreadilydisplacetheatthispoihedwallthewholeupasbefore,sothatnoeyecoulddetegsuspicious。
AndinthiscalIwasnotdeceived。Bymeansofacrow-barIeasilydislodgedthebrid,havingcarefullydepositedthebodyagainsttheinnerroppeditinthatpositiohlittletrouble,Ire-laidthewholestructureasitinallystood。Haviar,sand,andhair,witheverypossiblepre,Ipreparedaplasteroteverypossbedistiheold,andwiththisIverycarefullywehenehenIhadfisatisfiedthatallwasright。Thewalldidheslightestappearanceofhaviurbed。Therubbishonthefloorickedupwiththemicare。Ilookedaroundtriumphantly,andsaidtomyself—"Hereatleast,then,mylaborhasnotbeeninvain。"
&epwastolookforthebeastwhichhadbeentheuchwretess;forIhad,atlength,firmlyresolvedtoputittodeath。HadIbeewithit,atthemoment,therecouldhavebeennodoubtofitsfate;butitappearedthattheimalhadbeeheviolenypreviousanger,aopresentitselfimood。Itisimpossibletodesagiheblissfulsenseofreliefwhichtheabseedcreatureoybosom。Itdidsappearahenight—andthusfhtatleast,sirodutothehouse,Isoundlyandtranquillyslept;sleptevenwiththeburdenofmurderuponmysoul!
Thesedthethirddaypassed,andstillmytorme。OnIbreathedasafree-maer,interror,hadfledthepremisesforever!Ishouldbeholditnomore!Myhappinessreme!Theguiltofmydarkdeeddisturbedmebutlittle。Somefewinquirieshadbeehesehadbeenreadilyanswered。Evenasearchhadbeeniofothingwastobediscovered。Ilookeduponmyfuturefelicityassecured。