第33章罗比的钢琴课RobbysPianoLessons(2)
Well,RobbybeganwithhispianolessonsandfromthebeginningIthoughtitelessendeavor。AsmuchasRobbytried,helackedtheseoneandbasieededtoexcel。ButhedutifullyreviewedhissdsomeelemeIrequireallmystudentstolearhshetriedandtriedwhileIlistenedariedtehim。Attheendofeachweeklylessonhe’dalwayssay,“mymom’sgoingtohearmeplaysomeday”。Butitseemedhopeless。Hejustdidnothaveanyinbornability。IoherfromadistanceasshedroppedRobbyofforwaitediopickhimup。Shealwayswavedaoppedin。
ThenonedayRobbystoppedingtoourlessons。Ithoughtaboutghimbutassumed,becauseofhislackofability,thathehaddecidedtopursuesomethingelse。Ialsowasgladthathestoppeding。Hewasabadadvertisementformyteag!
SeveralweekslaterImailedtothestudent’shomesaflyerontheupiomysurpriseRobby(whoreceivedaflyer)askedmeifhecouldbeioldhimthattherecitalwasfortpupilsandbecausehehaddroppedouthereallydidnotqualify。Hesaidthathismomhadbeensiabletotakehimtopiaherag。“MissHotoplay!”heinsisted。
Idon’tknowwhatledmetoallowhimtoplayial。Maybeitersistenaybeitwassomethinginsideofmesayingthatitwouldbeallright。Thenightfortherecitalcame。Thehighsnasiumackedwithparents,frieives。IputRobbyuplastintheprogrambeforeIwastoeupandthasandplayafinishihoughtthatanydamagehewoulddowouldeattheendramandIcouldaloorperformahroughmy“closer”。
&heretoffwithoutahitch。Thestudeiditshowed。ThenRobbystage。Hisclotheswerewrinkledandhishairlookedlikehe’druerthroughit。“Whydidn’thedressupliketheotherstudents?”Ithought。“Whydidn’thismotheratleastmakehimbhishairforthisspeight?”
Robbypulledoutthepianobendhebegan。Irisedwhenheahehadozart’scerto#21inCMajor。
IreparedforwhatIheard。Hisfioheyevendanimblyontheivories。Hewentfrompianissimotofortissimrotovirtuoso。HissuspendedchordsthatMozartdemandsweremag!
NeverhadIheardMozartplayedsowellbypeoplehisage。Aftersixandahalfminutesheendedinagranddoandeveryoheirfeetin>
OvereandintearsIranupomyarmsaroundRobbyinjoy。“I’veneverheardyouplaylikethatRobby!How’dyoudhthemieRobbyexplained:“WellMissHooldyoumymomwassick?Wellactuallyshehaddpassedawaythism。Andwell…shewasboronightwasthefirsttimesheeverheardmeplay。Iwaomakeitspecial。”
&adryeyeihatevening。AsthepeoplefromSocialServithestagetobeplatofosteroticedthateventheireyesuffyandIthoughttomyselfhowmuchrichermylifehadbeenfRobbyasmypupil。
No,I’veneverhadaprotegebutthatnightIbecameaprotege…ofRobby’s。HewastheteadIilforitishethattaughtmethemeaningofperseverandloveandbelievinginyourselfaakingasomeoneandyoudon’tknowwhy。
ThisisespeciallymeaningfultomesierserviormRobbywaskilledinthesenselessbombingoftheAlfredP。MurrahFederalBuildinginOklahomaAprilof1995,whereheortedly…playingthepiano。