每周,我都会在花园里采一些鲜花,送给玛丽。
Iamiiesaeeers。Mylifehasbeendifficultbut,bythegraasurvivor。
Mygirlsamuchoftheirchildhoodiersandlivi。Thoughweweretogethersixyears,Inevermarriedthegirls'father。He'tholdajobandalthoughIamahardworker,withoutacollegeeduowasosupportus。Hespentmostofmymoneyonhardliquor,andhedidn'tefordays。
&erhethreateokillme(hewasaviolentdrunk),Ipackedupmybabiesandingsandheadedforabetterpartoftown。IfiguredIwouldgivemygirlsagoodedu,eveoliveo。
Imaofindajobasawaitressatalocalcoffeeshop,andIenrolledmygirlsinagoodpubliyjobdidn'tpayenoughforrent,sowemovedfromsheltertoshelter。Iwasnervousabouttheaddress,soIgotapostoffidusedtheaddressfortheschoolpaperwork。
edwewerehomeless。Mygirlswenttoschooleveryday。Iftheshelterwasnearby,wewalked。Ifwehadto,>
Mygirlsresehemgotofriends'housesasmuchaspossible,aobuythemspecialgifts。But,mostly,thelittlemoneyayfortheirfuture。
actthatwewouldnottellanyonewewerehomelessbecauseIwassurethisfineschoolwouldn'tallowmydaughtersremainiftheykoursituation。
Oneday,severalyearslater,ohegirlscamebacktotheshelterandtoldmeherfriend'smotherhadihreeofusoverforsuppertheevening。Imaalktothedirectoroftheshelterintoallowihekittobakecookies。
Wekhedoorofabeautifultwo-storyhome。Itotlessandary,themother,reciativeofthecookies。Wehadawonderfulevening,andIknewIhadfoundafriend。
Afewdayslater,Leticia,myyou,e。AndsaidthatMaryhadaskedforourphonenumber。Shewaocallmetogettogether。Leticiatoldherwewerehavihephones,andshewouldhavemecallher。Ihatedthatmygirlshadtolie。
IcalledMaryandagaiogetheratherhouse。SheandIbecamegoodfriends。ItlytoldherthatIwaohaveherovertoourplace,butthenIwouldlieandsaywewerehavihelandlordofourapartmentbuildingorthatsomethingwasn,likethestove,theairic。
MarytothecoffeeshoponedayandaskedifIdmybreakwithher。Wetookawalk,aoppedatavathouseafewblotheroad。IthadaFnoutfrontaadorablelittlehome。
Marysaid,"Doyoulikethisplace?"
"Oh,verymuch!"Iexclaimed。"Butit'swayoutofmyleague。"
"Whydon'twedfindout?"Marysaid。Thisupsetme。ItoldherthatthemostIcouldaffordwas$350amonth。
Noonewouldrelittle—especiallythishouse。
&day,MarytothecoffeeshopwithabiggrinonherfadaFninherhands。Shewassoexcitedthatshe'tholdbaews。"Ispokewiththeowhousea?Theythehousefor$350amonth!Itoreperfectforyouandthegirls。"
Itoldher,"That'simpossible。Housesrentforthreetimesthatmuthisneighborhood。"
Sheexplaiheownersdidn'treallyheyjustneededsomeonewhoreciatelivingthereandecialcareofit。
Afewweekslater,wemovedin。WemasomefurheSalvationArmy。Shari,myoldest,tookwoodshopinsadeusafiable。WefixedthepladIevenplantedsomeflowers,whichmademefeellikeIlantingmyroots。Ihopedtostayhereftime,raisemygifts,andallatoeto。
Butsecrets,I'vefound,don'tusuallystayseonth,Ihadmailedmyreitwasduringtheholidays,andIdidn'twantittobelate,soIdecidedtodropitoffattheappropriatepostofficebox。
IwasstandihepostoffiIheardafamiliarvoiceaskfefromtheboxwhereIse。Ipeekedaroundthelineandwasshoary!
&humbingthroughhermailwhenItouchedherarm。Tearswerestartingtoforminmyeyes,andIcouldbarelyspeak。"Mary,isityourhousewein?Didyoudothisforus?"
&herarmaroundmyshoulderaside。Bythetimewereachedthesidewalk,Iwassobbing。Iamaverystrongwomanandtearsdon'teeasily。Ihavebeenthroughalotinoonehadeverbeensokind。
MarytoldmethatLeticiahadslippedaerwewerehomeless。Shesaidsheneverwouldhaveguessed。Thegirlswerealwayssodwelldressed。Shesaiditwasherandherhusband'sfirsthome,andite,thattheyhadowhehtime,anditaidfor。Sheandherhusbandhadtalkedaboutitathehousetous。Shehadn'twaoknowbecauseshewasafraidIwouldthinkit>
Shariisgraduatingfromhighschoolthisyear,andbecausewewereabletosaveenoughmoney,sheisgoingtocollege。
MaryismyEarthAngel,andIwaoknoreciateherkindnessay,andthatIloveher。
IbringMaryfreshflowerseveryweekfrarden。