时间一天天过去,那浑身疥癣、肚子饿得咕咕叫、差点死在我面前的野狗,现在可是肌肉健壮,重达80磅。他有着宽大的胸脯,身上的黑毛浓密而有光泽。有好几次,当我的身心被孤独和沮丧快要摧垮的时候,谢普为了报答我的恩情,都会把他那无拘无束的友情传达给我,直至我别无选择,重新露出笑脸,和他玩起“丢棒拾棒”的游戏。
回首往夕,我与谢普相识时,我们都处于生活的低谷,但是如今我们不会感到孤单,也不再流浪。我想说的是:我们两个都回家了。
Afreezingdownpourwashedtheblackasphaltstreetinfroazingierydarkness,aloneasusual。Acrosstherain-drenchedroadwaywasthetownpark:fiveacresiaonight,anankle-deepgofcold>
Ihadbeeninthatbatteredoldpubforhalfanhour,quietlynursingadrihoughtfulstarefinallyfoedium-sizedlumpinagrassypuddleahuaway。Foraes,Ilookedhthetear-streakedwiodecideifthelumpwasananimalorjustawetandihing。
&befermanshepherdlookingmongrelhadeintforpotatochips。Hewasmangyandstarvingandjustthesizeofthelumpiion。Whywouldadoglieinacoldpuddleinthefreezingrain?Iaskedmyself。Theansle:eitheritwasn'tadog,orifiteaktogetup。
Theshrapnelwoundinmyrightshoulderachedallthewaydowntomyfingers。Ididn'twanttogooutinthatstorm。Hey,itwasn'tmydog,itwasn'tanybody'sdog。Itwasjustastrayonaightintheraier。SowasI,Ithought,asItosseddoasleftofmydrithedoor。
Hewaslyinginthreeier。WhenItouchedhim,hedidn'tmove。Ithoughtheutmyhandsarouaohisfeet。Hestoodunsteadilyinthepuddle,hisheadhuattheendofhisneck。Halfhisbodywascoveredwithmange。Hisfloppyearswerejusthairlesspiecesoffleshdottedwithopensores。
"eon。"Isaid,hopingIwouldn'thavetocarryhisiedcarcasstoshelter。Histailwaggedondheploddedweaklyafterme。Iledhimtoaothebar,wherehelayontheentandclosedhiseyes。
AblockawayIcouldseethelightsofalatenightcestore。Itwasstillopen。IboughtthreesofAlpoahemihercoat。IwaswetanduglyandtheclerklookedrelievedasIleft。Therace-typeexhaustsonmyoldHarleyDavidsohewindowsinthebarasIrodebacktothebar。
Thebarmaidopeheeandsaidthedog'sname。ShetoldmehewasaboutayearoldandthathisooGermahimoeallthreesofdogfoodiringsingleness。Iethim,buthesmelledlikedeathandlookedeve;Goodluck,"Isaid。Thengotonmybikeandrodea>
&dayIgotajadumptruallpavingpany。AsIhauledaloadofgravelthroughtheteroftostandingonthesidewalkhebar。IyelledtohimandthoughtIsawhistailwag。Hisreaefeelgood。
AfterwhtthreemoresofAlpoandacheeseburger。Mynewfriendaogetheronthesidewalk。Hefinishedhisfirst。
&night,whenIbroughthisfood,hewelewithwildenthusiasm。Nowandthen,hismalnsbudhefelltothepavement。Otherhumaedhimaedhim,butnowhehadafriendandhisappreorethanobvious。
Ididn'tseehimthedayasIhauledloadafterloadupthemaihebar。Iwonderedifsomeoakenhimhome。
AfterworkIparkedmyblackHarleyoahesidewalklookingforhim。IwasafraidofwhatIwouldfind。Hewaslyingonhissideinanalleynearby。Histoiandoipofhistailmoved
Thelocalveterinarianwasstillathisoffice,soIborrotruployerahelimpmohecab。"Isthisy?"thevetaskedaftergthepitifulspethatlayhelplesslyonhisexaminingtable。
"No,"Isaid,"he'sjustastray。"
"He'sgotthebeginningsofdistemper,"thevetsaidsadly,"Ifhedoesn'thaveahome,thekihinguthimoutofhismisery。"
Iputmyhandonthedog'sshoulder。Hismangytailthumpedweaklyagaiaiable。Isighedloudly。"He'sgotahome。"Isaid。
Forthesandtwodays,thedog—InamedhimShep—layonhissideinmyapartment。Myroommateahwaterinhismouthandtryiosscrambledeggs。He'tdoit,butwheouchedhim,histailwaggedslightlyattheverytip。
Atabout10:00a。m。ohirdday,Iweoopemeelephoaller。AsIsteppedthroughthedoor,Iwastenedbyajumping,wigglingmassofeuphoricmutt。Shephadrecovered。
Withtime,themangystarvingdogthatnearlydiedinmylivingroomgrewiy-poundblouscle,withamassivedasuperthickcoatofshinyblackfur。Manytimes,whenlonelinessanddepressioeofme,ShephasreturnedmyfavorbyshmewithhisunbridledfriendshipuntilIhadosmileandtrademymelanchameoffetch-the-stick。
WhenIlookbaseethatShepahelowpointofbothofourlives。Butwearen'tloersanymore。I'dsaywe'vebothe。