CHAPTERFIFTEENFURTHERUPANDFURTHERIN
“KNs,”saidEmeth,“andyou,OladieswhosebeautyillumiheuIamEmeththeseventhsonofHarphaTarkaayofTehishbaawardbeyo。IcamelatelyintoNarniawithwentyothersuheandofRishdaTarkaaheardthatweshouldmararniaIrejoiced;forIhadheardmanythingsofyourLandalytomeetyouiwhenIfouogoindisguisedasmerts(whichisashamefuldressforawarriorandthesonofaTarkaan)andtoworkbyliesahenmyjoydepartedfromme。AndmostofallwhenIfouonaMonkey,abegahatTashandAslaheworldbecamedarkinmyeyes。ForalwayssinceIwasaboyIhaveservedTashadesirewastoknowmoreofhim,ifitmightbe,tolookupohenameofAslaome。
“And,asyouhaveseeogetheroutsidethestraw-roofedhovel,,andthefirewaskiheApebroughtforthoutofthehovelsomethingupsthatIotwellsee。Andthepeopleasboweddownanddidhonourtoit。ButIthought,theTarkaaheApe:forthisthingthatesoutofthestableisashnoranyod。Butwhearkaan'sfadmarkedeverywordthathesaidtotheMohenIgedmymind:forIsawthattheTarkaandidhimself。Andthehathedidashatall:forifhehad,howcouldhedaretomockhim?
“Whehis,agreatragefelluponmeathetrueTashdidhtheMoheTarkaanwithfirefromheavehelessIhidmyangeraoedtoseehowitwouldend。Butlastnight,assomeofyouknow,theMhtnotforththeyellowthingbutsaidthatallwhodesiredtolookuponTashlan—forsotheymixedthetwowordstopretendthattheywereallopassohehovel。AndIsaidtomyself,Doubtlessthisissomeotherde。Butwhehadfollowedinandhadeoutagainierror,thenIsaidtomyself,SurelythetrueTash,whomtheywithoutknowledgeorbelief,hasnowongus,andwillavehoughmyheartwasturowaterinsidemebecauseofthegreaterrorofTash,yetmydesirewasstrohanmyfear,andIputforykaythemfr,andoheyshouldnotchatter,aolookupoashthoughheshouldslayme。SoIofferedmyselftogointothehovel;aarkaan,thoughunwillimego。
“AssoonasIhadgohedoor,thefirstwohatIfouhisgreatsunlight(asweallarenow)thoughtheihehovelhadlookeddarkfromoutside。ButIhadomarvelatthis,forimmediatelyIwasforcedtofightformyheadagainstoneofourownmen。AssoonasIsawhimIuhattheMoheTarkaaheretoslayanywhoifheweres:sothatthismanalsowasaliarandamootrueservantofTash。Ihadthebetterwilltofighthim;andhavingslainthevillain,Icasthimoutbehihroughthedoor。
“Themeandsawtheskyandthewidelands,ahesweetness。AndIsaid,BytheGods,thisisapleasamaybethatIameiryofTash。Aojourhestraryandtoseekhim。
“SoIwentrassandmanyflowersandamongallkindsofwholesomeareestilllo!inanarrowplatworocksthereeagreatLion。Thespeedofhimwasliketheostridhissizehant's;hishairuregoldanessofhiseyeslikegoldthatisliquidinthefurnace。HewasmoreterriblethantheFlamingMountainofLagour,ayhesurpassedallthatisintheworldevenastheroseinbloomsurpassesthedustofthedesert。Thehisfeetandthought,Surelythisisthehourofdeath,fortheLion(whoisworthyofallhonour)willknowthatIhaveservedTashallmydaysandnothim。isbettertoseetheLioobeTisrocoftheworldatohaveseenhim。ButtheGloriousOdownhisgoldeouchedmyforeheadwithhistongueandsaid,Son,thouartwele。ButIsaid,Alas,Lord,IamnosoheservantofTash。Heanswered,Child,alltheservicethouhastdoash,Iatasservie。Thenbyreasonsofmygreatdesireforwisdomaanding,IovercamemyfearaheGloriousOneandsaid,Lord,isittheheApesaid,thatthouandTashareoheLiotheearthshook(buthiswrathwasnotagainstme)andsaid,Itisfalse。Notbecauseheabecauseosites,Itaketometheserviceswhichthouhastdoohim。ForIandheareofsuchdifferentkindsthatnoservicewhichisvilee,andnonewhiotvile。Thereforeifaashahfortheoath'ssake,itisbymethathehastrulyswhheknowitnot,anditisIwhorewardhim。AndifanymandoamyhoughhesaysthenameAslan,itisTashwhomheservesandbyTashhisdeedisaccepted。Dostthouuand,Child?Isaid,Lord,thoukhowmuderstand。ButIsaidalso(forthetruthedme),YetIhavebeeashallmydays。Beloved,saidtheGloriousOhydesirehadbeehouwouldstsolongandsotruly。Forallfindwhattheytrulyseek。
“Thehedupoookawaythetremblingfrommylimbsaostandupo。A,hesaidnotmuch,butthatweshouldmeetagain,andImustgofurtherupaheurnedhimaboutinastormandflurryofgoldandwasgonesuddenly。
“Ahen,OKingsandLadies,Ihavebeeofindhimandmyhappinessissogreatthatitevenweakensmelikeawound。Andthisisthemarvelofmarvels,thathecalledmeBeloved,mewhoambutasadog—”
&'sthat?”saidoheDogs。
“Sir,”saidEmeth。“Itisbutafashionofspeechwhichwehaveinen。”
“Well,I'tsayit'soneIlikeverymuch,”saidtheDog。
“Hedoesn'tmeananyharm,”saidan。
“Afterall,uppiesBoyswhentheydon'tbehaveproperly。”
“Sowedo,”saidthefirstDirls。”
“S-s-sh!”saidtheOldDog。“That'souse。Rememberwhereyouare。”
“Look!”saidJillsuddenly。Someonewasiimidly,tomeetthem;agracefulcreatureo,allsilvery-gray。Aaredathimforawholetensedsbeforefiveorsixvoicessaidallatonce,“Why,it'soldPuzzle!”Theyhadneverseenhimbydaylightwiththelion-skinoff,araordinarydifference。Hewashimselfifuldohsuchasoft,graydsutle,hoifyouhadseenhimyouwouldhavedowhatJillandLucydid—rushedforutyourarmsroundhisnedkissedhisrokedhisears。
&heyaskedhimwherehehadbeenhesaidhehadeinatthedwithalltheothercreaturesbuthehad—well,totellthetruth,hehadbeeoftheirwayasmuchashedoutofAslan'sway。FhtoftherealLionhadmadehimsoashamedofallthatdressingupinalion-skiknowhowtolookaheface。Butwheallhisfriendsweregoiward,andafterhehadhadamouthfulofgrass(“AndI'veedsuchgoodgrassinmylife,”saidPuzzle),hepluckeduphisdfollowed。“ButwhatI'lldoifIreallyhavetomeetAslan,I'msureIdon'tkno>
“You'llfinditwillbeallrightwhenyoureallydo,”saidQueenLucy。
&heywentfether,alard,forthatseemedtobethedireAslawhe,“Furtherupandfutherin。”Maureswereslowlymovingthesameway,butthatgrassytrywasverywideandtherewasn。
Itstillseemedtobeearly,andthemfreshnesswasiheykeptonstoppingtolookroundandtolookbehilybecauseitwassobeautifulbutpartlyalsobecausetherewassomethingaboutitwhichtheyotuand。